Wednesday, 27 May 2009

Been away?

Again, I have not been active in my blog for a long time. In fact, i have not been active in anything for the pass few weeks (or was it months)? Well, there are a lot to adjust to with this pregnancy. Most of the time i just want to sleep or do nothing. I have also found that i am becoming impatient with a lot of things. Hormone perhaps? Well.. not sure.

Lately the 1 thing that gets me most impatient is work. Actually pregnancy also but i know this i can't control and has to let nature takes its time. As for work... it is hard to find the dream job right? We seems to be constantly chasing for "THE dream job", but i am starting to question whether there is such thing. To a lot of people my current job is perfect, given the whole division to run as i like, make decisions and changes as i like, travel a lot to glamorous places, have a good efficient no trouble team, good working environment, well pay (not a lot but above average) and good benefits. So what is it to complain? Hee.. well 80% of people i think will leave the job because of one reason... THE boss. Hee.. this says it all right? Actually this is just the pushing factor, the real pulling factor for me to even think about leaving this job is actually the baby. I am beginning to want to have more time, flexible working hours just so that i can be with my baby more. So.. pregnancy does change a person's perception significantly. Hence... i have a plan. I just hope that it will turn out to be as i plan. I know i am speaking in riddles and being very vague. Hee.. call me superstitious. I just don't want to announce it and jinx it. Hee hee.. I will tell you when the time is right.

Anyway, the next scan for the baby is in mid June. Should know the gender by then. We can't wait!