Just need to get use to it.. is it?

Whenever there is a change, we tend to feel uncomfortable with it regardless of what it is. Sometimes even if the change is to the better we still need time to adjust ourselves. Hence, the question is that:"for whatever it is, we just need to get use to it, is it?"

I used to hate traffic jam and get really cranky with it. I am not saying that i do not hate it anymore, i still do, but i have accepted it (after 3 years!!!) it is something that it is beyond my control, hence might as well just 'get use to it'. I no longer feel angry when there is a traffic jam leading to work.. i just .. well.. try to enjoy the radio or chat to hubby on hands-free.

However, is this applicable to everything in life?

There is going to be another major change in my life.. house moving.. there will be a lot of chain reactions. Hopefully, won't take too much time to get use to it. I am sure my little daughter would take on the change much much easier ^_^

Change strategy

Yes.. need to change strategy for loosing the pregnancy tummy.. BUT WHAT?!?!

Driving manners

I was in my car driving home just now and was wondering what shall i blog about since it has been a while.. then suddenly the big lorry behind me was flashing the lights! YES.. i shall talk about driving manners today. Actually i was not driving slowly or anything close to slow! I was already on 80km/hour!!! and i was at the middle lane. So.. it is not really that slow!!! the speed limit of the highway is at 80km/hour! So.. i didn't do anything nor bother to give way because i think the lorry driver should have better driving manners. First.. if he really cannot take my "slow" speed, please change to the fastest 3rd lane and over take me! or.. do it on the slow lane.. why not? there were no cars around! YISH!!!!!!!! the sticker behind his lorry clearly state 70/80 so 80 is highway speed limit! So tempted to copy down the "Aduan" phone number and complain! But.. i wasn't fast enough as he did over take me at the slower lane.. and zoom away. SIGH....

Inspiration

Changed a new look for the blog.. hope to bring better inspiration. ^_^

Actually, i had a tetris moment yesterday. One of those game whereby it is about to be game over and i still keep stacking up the tiles. Too much expectation at work i guess.. and i suddenly am not sure what to teach for the next class!!! It is one of those nightmares whereby you will show up in front of the class and have no lecture!!! Worse.. in nightmares i will probably be naked too (weird that we do have dreams like this!).

Anyway.. i have no inspiration.. is it something that needs to be nurture or it will come eventually? I have also lost the sense of direction at work.. kept wondering is this what i want for my future? Hmm.. no answer.

Single parent

Hubby is away for 10 days. I can feel how hard it is to be a single parent.
Not only the physical work of taking care of a baby... but also emotionally it is hard especially if you have always relied on another person to share the feelings, moan or laugh with.
Moreover, for those mothers who are full time staying at home to take care of their child/children.. i salute all of you!

Anyway, luckily it is only for 10 days. I am so lucky that i am not a single parent.

Time

Wow.. my last entry was half a year ago!
Lots have happened since then, some good, some sad, some bad.. but all in all, still a good year so far.

A lot of times i feel like writing something in this blog but ended up not doing it. I guess is laziness coupled with no reader anyway. HA...