These days i have a routine, which helps me to settle and feel less restless. Week 3 (last week) of confinement was most difficult for some reasons unknown to me. I felt so restless and impatient. Really got bored of the 4 walls of each room in the house. Although I was (still am) enjoying fully every second spent with my little baby. Everyone have told me before i gave birth and even now that to treasure these 2 months with her as it is irreplaceable and most precious. It is really good advice. Today when i carry the baby first thing in the morning it suddenly hit me that she has grown bigger (longer and fatter). I feel very happy to see she is healthy, eating well and growing now. But at the same time I have this strange feeling that I am missing her already. Motherhood does give you a lot of emotional roller coaster that you cannot prepare yourself beforehand. Well, i guess this is normal. It will be harder when i need to get back to work and get use to a different routine.
Seeing this baby growing so fast also make me realised that time passes without anyone able to stop it. Especially during the weekend i have also received a sad news that one of my good friend at Miri has lost her grandma due to old age. Many times we feel especially sad due to guild when we have lost someone forever. Hence, we should all treasure every moment spend with our love ones and try our best to be with them as much as we can.
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